Courage and Reality

I've been away for a bit after my first post due to changing conditions at home and within myself.I'm looking at and fully facing what was once a dream and fantasy of mine and making it into a true daily reality.If things go as they appear to be my life will make a 180 degree turn basicaly overnight.I'm scared,terrified,excited and a ton of other things at this point.Things I'd long dreamed of will be given a new life and a lot I'd also never considerd as well .Is a shocking experience to look a what was once a fantasy through realistic eyes